Forgotten Memory

i must apologize/ one day youll finally see through the lies/ and realize i see the reflection in the serpents eyes/ cause every deadly word you promises is beautified/ the wine that you drink has been replaced with turpentine/ dont try to school me on lessons because im learning mine/ dont try to school me on blessings because im earning mine/ turning mine from a wrong to a right/ transforming rhymes from a song to a fight/ like it or not, i will not break on rocks/ or bend on stone, even if i stand alone/ i will destroy you, crush you and combust you/ with every ounce of strength, breath and every muscle/

every liquid has its boiling point/ can you hear the strain in my voice/ the pain in my voice, the pain in my choice/ your same words that built me up are tearing me down/ and the same voice that whispered i love you is on your stereo now/ this is just sean no Somnous/ no alter ego no sequel for this fallen hero whose death has come upon us/ now that talking is beyond us/ its time for me to be dreadfully honest about us/ let this be my arsenal/ while you reminisce on how we used to sit and kiss/ outside your apartment door now where did my heart done go/ its been a long time since you smiled at me as i laid on your carpet floor/ understand how much i denied just to fight for us/ how much this hurts me to write this/ how i was by your side every time you were frightened/ how i cant believe the things that im writin/ inconsiderate hypocrite/ you caught me by surprise looking into your eyes/ is that what trust is, is that what lust is/ is that what disgust is/ im so disgusted, and i dont want any piece or part of your so called justice/ just as you turn around and lie to peoples faces/ and claim your mind erases our embraces/ was it hard to deny all the times we've shared/ all the times youve cared/ and now you talk and walk around like i wasnt there/ using your past tensing you do it so convincing repenting/ and simply you almost convinced me/ but i know you better, you want me to be your forgotten memory/ and i know you well enough you remember me so vividly/

i needed you, it was you that need me/ i make you feel so complete, so eighteen/ and one look at me, made you forget about your reality/ because i put you on such high priority but reality is/ you will never be accepted by my family/ you will never be a twig on my family tree/ let me repeat, you will never be a twig or a leaf on my family tree/ now no need to lie anymore compulsively repulsively or adulterously/ my impulses think, i want to do everything you hate/ everything that your enemies can congratulate/ now my chess mate has met checkmate/ I dare you try to stop me or stomp me/ hate me, look in the mirror and see the reflection of what you made me/ you want to be the actress/ heres the script, wheres the grip/ heres the outtro, you must be out yo/ mind to think i would bend my back over/ to leave my house in the middle of the night to come back over/ i wouldnt even spit on you to put out a fire/ your just feeding a fire, the more you sweat and bleed is gasoline for me to make you expire/ who do you think you are trying to stand tall/ your nothing more than a child trying to play an adults game 28 tears not years for each phrase i raised in this album that made you feel pain now here comes the migraine/ this is the result of you not closing your mouth child/ pay attention so you understand what this is about child/ my passion just got revived how long will you survive/ no wonder your best friend wouldnt let me inside/ now i can finally say i met my favorite actress/ and you can finally say you had the pleasure of getting chewed out by your favorite rapper/ having your mom call collect all distraught and stressed/ three minutes and fifty seconds consider yourself blessed/